A message based on John 11
I was having a conversation with some people about the gift that faith is, especially in the midst of a pandemic and all the confusion and suffering and unknowns that are part of our lives these days. At one point in the conversation, someone asked, “What do you say to someone who has little faith or even no faith?”
Most of us have lived our lives in a world that often speaks of faith as if it is something which some people have and some people do not have. The discussion is framed this way: if you have faith, then you believe certain improbable or impossible things. If you do not have faith, it is because you deal with ‘the facts’. The facts are considered to be true, not just someone’s opinion.
Yet, even that way of framing the issue is a faith statement. You were not born believing that only the facts are real. Somebody taught you to believe that. At some point, you chose to believe that that is the best way to describe the world. Everyone lives by faith in something or someone.
The real question is, “In what or in whom are you trusting?” And, perhaps the follow-up question should be, “How is that working for you?”
When someone says, “I don’t have faith”, there is behind that statement some idea or belief about God or Jesus or life, that they think they are supposed to believe. I know someone who, when people say to him, “I don’t have faith” or “I don’t believe in God”, responds with “Tell me about the god you don’t have faith in.” After they describe for him what they don’t believe about God, he often says, “Yes, I don’t believe in that kind of God either.”
People operate with all sorts of ideas about who God is and how God acts. They may think that those are the things that Christians believe but they are not.
Have you watched, “The Good Place?” It is a television series about four people who have died. They end up in what they think is “the Good Place”. The show operates from the faith that, if you do enough good things in your life, you will end up in the Good Place. If you don’t do enough good things, you end up in the Bad Place. It’s kind of an extended version of “God as Santa Claus”. How many people do you know who think that that is what Christians believe?
It is not. At the heart of Christian faith is the conviction that we are all saved by God’s grace, not by the good or bad things we do. What saves us is God choosing to rescue us from the grip of death in all its forms. What saves us is God choosing to rescue us by God entering into our suffering and death and overcoming their power to define our lives.
In today’s gospel story, Jesus raises Lazarus from death not because Lazarus did the right things but simply because God is a God who loves us; simply because God is always moving us toward resurrection; simply because God works without ceasing to move us towards life.
Pay attention to Mary and Martha in this story and you see that faith is not something you have or do not have. Faith is the way you navigate through life. It is constantly growing, changing, and, hopefully, deepening your grounding in truth.
When you navigate through life in the company of Jesus, you find that every event, everything that happens, can draw you deeper and deeper into the mystery of who God is and what God is doing.
Pay attention to Mary and Martha in the story and you see faith facing disappointment with God when God doesn’t meet one’s expectations. The further you go in faith, the more honest you are about life, you will come to a place where God does not show up when you need God the most. In that place, you discover that God is not your servant. God is utterly beyond your control. God’s ways are not our ways. God’s wisdom is deeper than our own. In that place, faith becomes a matter of holding on past the point where it makes sense to do so. It means discovering, instead, that you are being held fast by God’s powerful mercy and grace.
Pay attention to Mary and Martha in the story and you see faith facing up to the illusion that having faith will keep you safe from pain and suffering. When that happens, you bring your disillusionment to Jesus. He says, “God is not a God who promises you a life free from pain. God enters into your pain and suffering and resurrects you from the dead.” From the outside of that space, it is hard to understand what Jesus means by that. However, as you live into it, you discover that God has the power to lead you beyond the point where you have lost all hope. God has to power to redeem the worst that happens to you. God has the power to give new life that is permeated through and through with God’s grace.
Mary has faith in resurrection as something that happens after you die. Jesus says, “I am resurrection. I am life.” As you trust him, you see God’s power loose in the world, stronger than death; stronger than our fear of death. As you live into that experience with whatever little bit of faith you have, God gives hope for even the darkest times and carries you when you have no strength of your own to go on.
What do you say to someone who has little or no faith? You ask, “Tell me about the faith you don’t have.” You listen, carefully and generously; listening for the disillusionment about God or the disappointment with God that they are working with. It is there that God is at work, refining them, refining their faith, inviting them to let go of ideas about God that are not who God truly is; inviting them deeper and deeper into the mystery of God’s great love for them.
You listen. You tell the story of Jesus meeting you where you are at, using your disillusionments and questions and doubts to expand and refine your imagination of who God is and what God is up to.
Then, you leave the rest up to God who is even now loose in the world, redeeming this dangerous time.